I realized that I’m almost out of HOW slip questions tonight. This made me think that it might be a good time to re-evaluate where I should go from here. I am feeling pretty good about where my food plan is right now, and the fact that it’s still morphing into what it should be. Because it’s still changing, it’s hard for me to make my abstinence based on it, but it’s also hard to feel like my abstinence should only be about not binging.

As far as working my program goes, I know we talked about setting up a little bit more of a routine check in for myself on what tools I use each day. I really like having a question to write on every day because several of them push me out of my comfort zone. If I just wrote on what I wanted to, I don’t think I would come up with as much.

I feel like I want to work the steps more, but I’m not quite sure how to do that. That makes me think that maybe getting a big book sponsor would be a good idea, but I still want to talk to you. During last night’s meeting, we read the 8 tools pamphlet, which says you can have multiple sponsors, but I don’t know if it’s working for you to sponsor me as we’ve been doing.